うーん、最近楽しくない
うまく表現できないけど、”楽しくない”というしか
アニメとかゲームとかラノベとか、楽しいのは楽しいんだけど
なんていうか、そこまで夢中になれないというか
夢中になれることがなーんもないっていうのは悲しいね
アニメとかは趣味だし、やらなくても特に問題はないっていうか
うまく言葉に表せないけど、なんていうか無理してやってるというのもなんか違うけど
ヒマを潰すために趣味に没頭してるというか
いや、楽しいのはホントだし、それはそれでいいんだけど
飽き性だからもっともっと夢中になれることがないかなーとか最近思う
まぁ来年からは環境が変わるだろうから多少変わってくるとは思うんだけど
なんだろーねー
たぶん今やってる仕事がつまらないのが原因だと思うんだけど
仕事をつまらないっていうのはおかしいかもしれないが
やっぱ派遣てこともあって、しばらくしかやらない仕事だからやる気がでないってものあると思う
一応将来的にはゲームプログラマーになる予定ではあるけど
それが本当にやりたい仕事なのかどうかはいまだに結論がでていない
正直昔からやりたいこととかないしさ
ただなんとなーく学生生活を過ごしてきたからなんだよな
みんなはやりたい事とかみつけて働いてるけど、中にはそうじゃない人もいるでしょ
ただなんとなーく就職して働いてるってひと
そういうのにはなりたくないんだよな
それが悪いとは言わないし、悪いとも思ってないし
ただ自分には合わないだけで
やっぱやりたいことをやるのが一番でしょ
でも、そのやりたいことがみつからないってのが一番困る訳で
今現在そんな感じだしさ
いざゲームプログラマーになってもそれが本当にやりたい仕事じゃなかったら辞めてしまいそうだし
そうなりたくはないけど、どうなるかはわからない
結局そうなったとしてもズルズル続けていくだろうし
そうならないコトを祈るしかない
 

 

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